November 2010
3 posts
So I've sorta made a decision...
I don’t know how binding it’ll be, but like people before me (most of which I’ve seen come back) I’m leaving tumblr. It started as a good idea and I still, to a degree, like reading what all of you are doing. I feel, however, that my part in your lives is pretty much finished. For those in Raleigh when I get to State, I’ll probably look you up. For all the rest,...
@Jennnay, regarding her earlier like
My German is seriously rusty…
ZOMG! Was ist los, Fraulein Tesh? Ich habe nicht von ihnen zu horen ewig und einen tag!
I apologize for improper verb tenses and missing umlauts and such in advance.
-J
October 2010
14 posts
unf
that is all
CIS 115 is fun, but like Earth: mostly harmless...
Just finished the final coding on my first major CIS 115 project; it’s in Visual Basic, so it’s nothing spectacular by way of complicated syntax, but the abstraction you get away with is fairly solid. I managed to set up a single module that is triggered by double clicking a small Phi (the Greek letter that’s a whole “H” of a lot cooler than Pi, thank you Robert...
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Grant me the serenity to accept that which I...
There are moments where the veneer cracks and I just want to scream. I just don’t understand it. All I want to be happy and not constantly looking over my shoulder at whatever else is going on. I don’t want to care about other things, I just want to care about my life, but I can’t turn off this need to know. This compulsive, disgusting need to know EVERYTHING. All it seems to do...
Jasen Comstock: So, I wasn't going to tell this... →
c-newt:
c-newt:
There I am, walking through Greenwich Village this evening with Troy, who I worked with this summer at GSE, and these two guys walk past us. One of them looks at me and says something I don’t understand. I respond “what?” and he and his friend both say “BANG!” and laugh.
I knew it…
Sorry that I wasn’t very clear. After they yelled “BANG!” and laughed, they kept walking the...
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Actual discussion with a friend...
Ryan: “So, what’re you up to?”
Self: “Applying at Dick’s, I hate being broke…”
Ryan: (Silence)
Self: “Dude, I said ‘applying AT Dick’s’, not ‘FOR dicks’. I’m not THAT broke.”
i am in misery: Coffee Talk Topics: →
c-newt:
iaminmisery:
“Palmolive - it’s neither Palm, nor Olive. Discuss.”
“Grape Nuts - it contains neither grapes, nor nuts. Discuss.”
“The Civil War was neither civil nor a war. Discuss”
“The radical reconstruction of the South after the Civil War was neither radical nor a reconstruction. Discuss.”
“The…
When I leave a table of people for minute or two, I often leave them with a...
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“The reason it hurts so much to separate is because our souls are connected.”
– Nicholas “Can’t believe I’m quoting this jackass” Sparks.
An excellent quote that I came across during lit class this morning.
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ok, I'll admit it...
I’m a junkie for junk-in-th’-trunk…
When you neglect the fact that adulthood allows you to better enjoy bursts of irresponsibility in the context of responsibility, you deny the greatest adage about maturity: “Growing up does NOT mean growing old”. Get a job, only drink after sundown on weekdays, raise a family, have a reasonable bedtime. Having those things makes throwing it all to the wind for awhile all the more fun....
“I never thought that I’d be living on your floor, but the rent’s are...”
– jacks mannequin - holiday from real
September 2010
15 posts
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For every action...
I feel like venting a little, and thanks the large majority of the internet not giving a damn about anyone but themselves: this forum is about as damaging to one’s credibility as screaming into one’s pillow. Praise Be for that. Anywho…
I guess the problem is, with my new meds and school going well I feel pretty good. I feel a smidge beyond “okay”. I’m no longer...
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“There must be something more to us than you and me, it must be tangled up...”
– Charlotte’s Web (animated, 1973)
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“Te amo sin saber como, ni cuando, ni de donde,
te amo directamente sin...”
– Pablo Neruda (via indyam)
“I’m certain that Jesus must love everybody!”
– Lady Gaga (via fuckyeahladygaga)
Who has two thumbs and just downloaded a bunch of...
c-newt:
This guy.
hate if you want, but I know at least 4 people who will validate this choice.
i have her sitcom on dvd if ya wanna borrow it. ;)
“Go ahead. Make your choice. I’m a very busy woman, and I haven’t got all day…”
– (via indyam) it won’t cost much, just your voice… LOVE IT
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Massive twit/tumbl unfollow
Nothing personal to any of you, but in the storied verbage of the interbuttz:
tl;dr
August 2010
8 posts
Stop and Smell the Roses: And I just got a mixed... →
So grandad had an appointment with his neurologist, and apparently there’s been no new cancer growth, which is cool and all, but I mean, this shit sucks. We were thinking he might make it to October, to the week between mine and my mother’s birthdays, but now it’s looking like a year to 18 months….
i love your last part about ‘the business of dying’. I’m in a similar...
I'm in northern Virginia...
That’s all I know…
I love clerks II
It’s easy as one, two, three; it’s simple as do, re, mi. ABC, one, two, three, baby; you and me, girl.
I talk to you every now and then
I never felt so alone again
I stop to think at a wishing well
My thoughts send me on a carousel
Here I am standing on my own
Not a motion from the telephone
I know it’s not a reason why
But solitudes a reason to die
Just you wait and see
A school life is a
It is a woken dream
Aren’t you feeling alone?
I guess it’s just another
(I guess it’s just another)
Night alone
indy.a.m.: Can I tell you 2 secrets right before... →
I feel so fashionable lately. And I know it’s not because I bought a bunch of new clothes… it’s because for the first time (ever, I’m pretty sure) I am taking a lot of consideration in what I wear and how I look. Lots of people spend their whole lives wrapped up in nice clothes, designer shoes,…
no one is truly beautiful because of their appearance, they are often beautiful in spite of...
“From the moment I met you, all those years ago, not a day has gone by where I...”
– Anakin Skywalker to Padme
Star Wars II (via vulpesxvulpes) The dialog in star wars has not changed in almost 35 years. still gives me the occasional chill. not exactly the best prose, but still rather evocative.
The malaise of isolation
So it’s two am and I can’t sleep. I’m watching mythbusters on netflix instant stream. I’ve cleaned my whole room and boredom is making me hungry. I didn’t get out of bed until 2:30 this afternoon. My brain is melting. Help?!
July 2010
21 posts
Back to c-newt!
c-newt:
newt-c just had really bad flow to it.
also sounded a little too close Nawt-C. Bad news for someone actually born in Germany.
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For Richard. His recent fascination with his...
I find solace in knwing tha teveryone else on...
(via ihavenightmares) depends on your definition of wasted sir
My Fine is:
$670.50
For @IndyAM & @Pragmatism
How the eff am I this debauched? I thought I was fairly well behaved.
Please note: the standard maximum for that list is $1110.60. Hot diggity fuck.
The list is as follows, reblogged from
Smoked weed — $10 Did acid or pills — $5 Ever had sex at church — $25 Woke up in the morning and did not know the person who was next to you — $40 Had sex with someone...
It creeps me out when these things are so...
Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.
The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep...
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Beeteedubs
Yes, that IS duct tape and a 2x4 sealing my window unit into the frame. I’m a *high-tech* redneck.